Area of Specialization

I am a student of mathematics and education. I am yet specialized in anything! However, I have a natural love for teaching! I did my first degree in mathematics education. Upon completion, I realized that in order for me to teach mathematics well, I needed more mathematics. As a result, I did two masters degree in pure mathematics in preparation for my IDEAL job-Teaching. Currently, I am a PhD student of mathematics education. Although, I am deeply in love with both (mathematics and education), due to the time constrains, it appears that I have to divorce one and specialize on the other, or concentrate in both and specialize in none, or divorce both and specialize in other things! I am yet to reconcile my thought!